Did you ever have one of those days, where you wake up, the sun is shining somewhere on this dreary planet and you wonder......why couldn't it have been me who won that 46 million dollars in the lottary.....then you picture some little girl, on a distant hill singing a song which you can barely make out, but yet you know the words, and feel a putrid sense of disgust for that little girl, and you hope that she just falls off that hill and lands on something hard.......

Sorry i din't get a chance to type in anything today.....maybe tommorw, tommorw i l......oooh i hate that little girl...i'm tired, i think i'm going to start drinking coffee tommorow....i just need to get more done in a day......

I was alone tonight, it's not often that i am, but i was sitting at my desk, and i heard voices....it sounded like a tv was on, so i got up figuring my parents just got home and went looking around....i was still the only one in the house....it's strange what tricks your mind can play on you when you concentrate hard enough....

ziek hiel<--what does this mean?